Here I am sitting in Starbucks parking lot drinking my second cuppa coffee today from the coffee shop… I had to take this moment to just stop and reflect!
So I know the season and moment in time on my journey is temporary… But truly it has felt very long… the desire to be a mom and a wife at 30 and now almost 31 Is so so strong and my heart longs for it so so much! But in my longing I am trying to figure out how to put that into being dependent upon the Lord... how to put the great need to be “busy” “needed” “someone’s mom” into practical real life practice that would glorify the Lord and grow my relationship with Jesus.. not just fulfill my own selfish desires! The Lord has given me the sweetest blessing in my dog 🐶 Maggie who I love and often joke that I do too much for... but I know at the end of the day that although she is such a blessing I am not building a spiritual God filled legacy with her and that is what I want and so desperately desire! So in a sense this is a call for prayer in writing out there for all to see and me to be reminded of later on that.... As we are told to ask for wisdom I am asking for two things Lord, that I may grow big in you and that I would have the opportunity to build a Godly legacy with a family! Nothing is too big for your Lord Jesus!! I trust you!!
